As much fun and as freeing as it is to be single--and believe me, it is--on days like today, when my body aches and my spirit is low, I remember that I really do want that other thing.
Yeah, that relationship thing.
I want someone to care about me when I am not vibrant with charm, twirling about the dance floor with confidence, or bouncing about exuding happiness. I want more than friendship. More than dating. More than this nothing.
God, I am acting out of obedience to you. I am leaving my friends, family, life here as you have called me to do, as I have know I would do since I was 11. I know that you will provide in your time, but I feel like I have waited so long already. Please bless me, Dear Father. Please let me be loved.
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i hear you, oh i hear you. and i absolutely agree. being single is amazing and wonderful, but there are some days that my heart just aches. i know that God has great plans for your life that more than likely include finding a fabulous Jesus-loving man to marry.
love you lots, and i'll keep praying!
Dear Rebekah,
You are loved.
Mike
I agree with Utzy...you ARE loved, ReBekha. And I'm sorry that the right guy hasn't come along yet. Take heart that once he does show up, he's going to knock you off your feet! God has someone extra special, some hot guy who loves God and will treat you like you deserve to be treated.
what if I don't? deserve it?
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